I heard a fabulous quote recently on the show Magicians, "If you need to do something crazy to get through it, then do something crazy."
I get it. I SO get it. Sometimes we can't be stagnant and wait for the right thing to become apparent, we just need to process it mentally as we go.
Yell your lungs out in an empty house, get a tattoo, chug that coffee and stay up till whenever you feel like it. If it helps you start moving forward, do what you need to do.
My last quote I will leave you with that is, as far as I know, my own: Never be ashamed of your scars, they are proof you survived the battle.
